half and half

that's referring to my current mood right now. not something else. lol
my mood is good at first.
because Arsenal won! XD
It was such an easy game for them.
Tottenham is harmless la. LOL
my mood was good all the way.
then.. my mood went to 50/50 ady.
because.. I went on msn.. and I saw Samantha's display pic.
it was her pic of her and ET.
ET looks very happy in that photo.
hmm.. I don't feel comfortable ady.
I wish I had a photo with her. of course.. her mood must be good la. LOL
I hope I have more balls to ask her to take photo with me. hehe.
ah.. if cannot take photo with her, I can always take with JL! XD jkjk
well, seeing that display pic and many more 'deep' thoughts (lol),
I have changed my mind again.
I don't think I wanna go to the awards night.
seeing a display pic already made me feeling uncomfortable.
what about seeing them with my own eyes.
OMG it will be worse right?

still got 3 days to my Externals, and I'm still not fully prepared.
HELP.

UPDATE:
just finished watching Liverpool's match. they lost 3-1
this time I was there to jinx Liverpool's match. XD
what a sweet revenge.
my mom is gonna kill me. XDXD
well, who asked her to jinx last week's match? XDXDXD
silly me. LOL!