before class starts, I thought of meeting the person who is in charged of the prize award ceremony.
I wanna let her know I'm gonna be absent for the ceremony for no good reasons and just pay RM10.
but.. I didn't do it.
maybe I thought I could seek Shun Hong for advice. ^^
so, later I told him all my plans. (skipping prize award ceremony and telling Ee Tien everything)
well, he told me why don't I just skip the ceremony. (dun need to tell the person in charged)
cos.. what if I change my mind? quite true
and for ET plan, he had no comments. LOL
he just asked, 'u r sure u r telling her? it's gonna be very awkward'
well, tomoro is the last day I'm seeing her ady la.
I don't count the exams cos I don't think I'll be able to see her.
Even if I see her also I don't think we'll talk lo.
might as well let her know everything? hopefully can get her response and know where I went wrong to screw up our relationship. ^^
after that, went to Monash University again with Wen Leong and Weng Hoe for touring. ^^
once again I have to say, that place is very beautiful.
much much better than Sunway except for their cafeteria. LOL
we even went to their skybridge (illegally). it's cool.
then..
I had lunch at Sunway cafeteria alone. T.T (celaka Wen leong)
while waiting at paying counter,
Ee Tien: Jeremy!
me: eh.. hi!
Ee Tien: what are u eating?
me: oh.. Thai Chicken rice lo.
Ee Tien: oh.. nice ah?
me: I also haven't eat. how I know wo. =.=
Ee Tien: ehh.. u never eat before meh?
me: actually.. got.. haha
Ee Tien: ceh..
me: *smiles*
conversation ended just like that. the awkwardness is still there. =(
after all, I realised she doesn't like me. she still treats me as only her friend.
sigh.. quite disappointed. I always hope I can be someone special to her. ^^
but seriously.. recalling back all my attempts to tackle her. I don't deserve to be special to her lo.
sigh.. it's my fault leh.. but nvm!
I'll be a different person when I enter university! I'll try to be a sociable person! XD
well.. hopefully I can do it la.. I'm not confident I can do it actually. XD XD
in the end, nothing much happened to day la. just a normal day.
but then.. when I went home, Ee Tien sms me,
Ee Tien: hey, r u stil in college?
me: no. I'm at home ady. why?
Ee Tien: oh.. nth la. wanna balas budi u oni. lol
me: har? balas budi me? I did nothing to u also. LOL. tomoro meet me at usual place lo. cya
Ee Tien: got. ai nth special la. k. cya.
wow. did she get something for me? I'll be very happy. ^^
aiya.. I better don't expect so much from her. takut nanti disappointed pula. since she said nothing special wo.
hopefully it's not a news that she and Chun Kit that ******* got together. I'll die wei. XD
hmm.. this sms conversation makes me feel like telling her even more.
I think I'll do it. die then die la. last day ady ma.
before I forget, got some pictures here.
picture of inside Monash taken from the skybridge ^^
Shun Hong and Shin Hui ^^ ( this pic is a lil blur cos I took it secretly)too bad u can't see Shin Hui's face clearly. if u notice, she looks like Grace Chee (except for the eyes) XD. it's good to see her everyday XD. no wonder I don't miss Grace now. LOL
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