2/2/11

since CNY is coming soon, (which is tomorrow XD)
last week my dad hired a painter to repaint my whole house. O.o
as a result...
OMG
my house is so colourful now.
light maroon gate,
yellow outer compound,
green living room,
and orange bed rooms. (thank goodness my room is excluded!)
O.O
well.. I was speechless to see the outcome.
all I know is.. kids would love my house. (for example my niece)

well, we then bought a lot of cookies. =D
the cookies look really delicious.
I can't wait to eat them. (even though they are for guests XD)

oh well.. somehow I feel CNY for this year is very quiet.
back then, when my grandparents were alive,
all of us will gather at their house for reunion dinner
and we will spend our time together for countdown.
then the following day we will gather again to celebrate the first day of CNY.
that was the time we will be reunited. =/
now.. we are celebrating CNY on our own.
my second uncle is celebrating CNY in Japan. =.=
my auntie is staying back in Seremban.
*sighs*
now only I miss those times.

also... we might not be able to go back to my mom's hometown.
it was flooded days ago. =(
so many places were inaccessible including my mom's relatives' house. >.<
we will see how it goes.. =/

*sigh*
I realized my holiday only left a month to go.
time passes really quickly.
and.. I spent most of my holiday rotting at home. >.<
last year's summer break..
I did work at GDex and the following month I studied for my IELTS (I was forced to actually =.=)
it was more productive.
but this time I attended more outings than last year. hah! XD
*sighs*
this summer break is depressing.
I hate it when I see pics of people going for vacation/outing on FB while I'm staying at home.
I will feel lifeless. >.<

and the worst is...
I still haven't practise driving!
the fear... is somehow still there.
I thought I will be given a chance to drive my siblings' car.
however, they love their car so much till I can't even lay a finger on the driving seat. =.=
it means.. I have to practice my mom's car. (manual car damn it!)

ahh so many random dissatisfactions. haha
this is how I feel anyway. =)

lastly.. a post about my fourth.
it isn't posted until now
because.. there're too much to write. =.=
let's see..
1) short story of how we met till now
2) explanation of asking back the lavender bookmark
3) my feeling for her currently.
there's a lot to write for each of them. O.O
should I break these down into 3 posts!? LOL
well.. I have decided.
I'm going to let her read them.
how she feels after reading them.. let's hope it's not very bad. >.<

anyway.. I know I'm not gonna post in next few days.
so..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (in advance XD) !
bye bye~