18/2/11

first of all,
Happy Birthday Puay Huang! ^^
she used to be my very close girl friend during high school.
I talked about almost anything with her. (except for dark side XD)
there were times that I thought she has interest in me. LOL
well, as time passes, our close friendship fades. =/
we were getting busy with our own workload.
oh well, she did contact me once in a while.
not too bad. =)
hmm she used to be a reader for this blog.
due to some reasons, she is no longer one. =.=

anyway, I wasn't really in the mood yesterday.
sister came home from work.
the first thing she did was glaring at me
and later during dinner she refused to talk to me. O.o
WTF
after dinner, I turned on my phone.
I realized there were three missed calls from her.
so I believed she was mad because of that.
probably it was something urgent.
after that, I found out that she was actually helping my aunt to contact me.
WTF
it was only a small matter after all.
so why was she mad?
why didn't she call the house phone? =.=

spoiling my mood just like that and not telling me the reasons.. are wrong.
do I look like a person who is not responsible? =.=
just because she's giving me monthly allowance,
she thinks she has every right to control me.
WTF
who knows it's her prejudice towards me since young. =__=

*sighs*
I don't know what is wrong with my family.
everyday at home there will someone who pisses me off >.<
whether that person is my bro, my sis or my dad.
and sadly.. I'm powerless to rebel.
because I'm depending on them for money and transport. >_<
*sighs*
or maybe I'm just sensitive.
I don't know. =/
at the moment.. I think everyone at home (except my mom) is problematic.
if only they think before they speak the whole time >:(
then I would love my home very much.
well, thankfully their problematic attitude made me realized that
my friends are wonderful.
I'm beginning to appreciate my friends more now. =D

bye bye bye~