bad day ---> good day

yesterday was seriously not a good day.
because I quarreled with my bro.
my mood wasn't already knowing my performance in IELTS.
and so happened he was so sensitive at that time.
I just answered him rudely and there went his unnecessary outburst.
then I told him not to talk to me if he doesn't wanna get his mood spoiled and there goes his bad words.
=.=
I was very calm at that time.
I didn't yelled at him back.
because I knew he's crazy and retarded.
all I did was I just stormed out of the room leaving that retard alone.
sometimes, I find it difficult to live in the same room as him.
he is so sensitive.
whenever I answer him with a tone that he dislikes, he'll start getting emotional.
and it happens so many times.
worse is, he likes to mess with me when I'm in a bad mood and obviously I won't just keep my mouth shut nor stay still.
he just doesn't know the right timing to talk to me.
so, he asks for it if I offended him even in the slightest manner.
I have no idea why he became so sensitive.
probably stressful?
wth? it's impossible.
he eats a lot unlike me because I'm on diet.
he is having a great time at work.
he every night goes out with his friends.
he smokes.
so what is bothering him?
most probably is money.
oh gosh.. I think I should throw my ATM card right to his fat face just to keep his nerves down.

then, past 12am the bad day turned into good day.
why?
because I chatted with Ee Tien on msn!
since I wasn't confident to enter Monash,
I thought of saying goodbye to her.
that was why I approached her. xD
in the end, I didn't say anything.
I didn't wanna be pessimistic in front of her.
so.. in the end we had a good chat.
I was happy in the end.
well, we chatted till 3am.
I wonder what was she doing till that time.
and very often she stay up till 2-3am.
hmm.. suspicious.. LOL
it couldn't be just chatting with me because I had to wait for quite some time for her reply.
so I actually asked her what she did.
and she refused to tell me.
=.=
well, I guess most probably she was chatting with her crush.
or maybe even her bf if she has one already!? T.T
if it's true then there's nothing I can do.
OMG
is there anyone who can brainwash her? >.<