a happy moment?

well, I think I will be posting my daily thoughts here from today onwards.
and you all might not like it.
because I believe most of the posts will be about her. XD
I'm sorry reader(s).
I know they are gonna be boring.
I just feel like sharing them here.
hmm..
see first.
maybe just one post will do? LOL~
I will begin with the happy moment I liked most. ^^

alright.
how should I start.
back then like before our Evaluation Exam,
I always wished her good luck for all her topical test.
as well as giving her useless advices.
till once she told me 'aiyooo u r like my father la! ^^'
and most of the time after her test.
she would text me telling me how badly she did in her exam. (although I believed she passed with flying colours -.-)
of course I was happy to share her problems. ^^
some times she would even asked me how I did for my test. (by sms)

but after Evaluation Exam, she no longer did that. =(
I was a little disappointed but I knew I couldn't expect too much from her.
then, until Mock Exam.
I wished her all the best+good luck again for her Accounts exam.
well, I actually wished her all the best+good luck for every of her test after EE. LOL~
so yeah..
I was hoping for her to text me back how she did for her exam.
I had the thinking that if she texts me back meaning our friendship is no ordinary friendship! XD
I waited for about 15-20 minutes after her Accounts exam for her sms.
and I didn't receive any sms from her. T.T
feeling disappointed again, I went back to library with my friends.
on my way back to my seat,
I received her sms. O.o
I thought she was going to tell me how she did for her exam.
but to my surprise and shock,
Ee Tien: Nv see me la now.. lol..
=.=
what?
then I asked her back where she was and I made an effort to look for her around library.
and I found her.
she was busy replying me. ^^
I thought of staying back for a while to see what was her reply.
but I just approached her because
1) I didn't want to waste her credits. xD
2) what if she gives me cold reply or.. 'nvm...'? LOL
then, she saw me and smiled. ^^
after that, we chatted like usual.
at the end of the day, I was still very disappointed. LOL~
I thought she would share her problem with me instead of wanting my attention. T.T

well, I liked her smile at that time very much.
it was like.. she was happy to see me. xD
oh well now when I think about it..
shouldn't I be much happier?
at least.. she wanted my attention right?
that's actually very very good.
if back then before Evaluation Exam, I bet she doesn't care if I just walk past her.

well, thinking about that moment made me realized one more thing.
she actually dislikes to be alone.
when I just knew her I always thought she's the type of girl who doesn't mind to be alone.
because at that time, usually when I was with Xuanlin (do u all still remember her? lol) in the library,
I often saw her wandering there alone.
that's why I had such thought. (don't blame me please >.<)
until that moment came and..
after her oral exam, I saw her surrounded by large group of friends+acquaintances.
she was busy sharing her oral exam experiences.
man.. she was really excited I can see.
not because she flunked her oral exam (I don't know actually xD), but because she had so many people by her side.
there are many more moments to tell actually. ^^
obviously I won't tell them all here.
so, I believe she dislikes to be alone.
well, it's normal I know.
because seriously.. no girls like to be alone.
hmm..
well as for that moment, I guess she just wanted a company that's why she wanted my attention.
I may be wrong but it doesn't matter to me.
because I'm always happy to stay by her side. ^^