her

since I'm no longer working now.
I'm very free at home.
I expect myself to blog everyday.
but.. even though I know there are many things to blog about.
I don't know which to start.
LOL~
well, what I can blog about..
are just my daily thoughts.
and yes.. most of them are her.
despite her making me disappointed countless times.
I still think of her.
EVERYDAY. O.o
am I insane?
when u think of someone everyday.
the same person.
does that mean u are in love with that person?
-_-
perhaps so.
I always think of our cute and happy moments.
though there are not many of them.
and though unhappy moments are even more in my opinion.
I wonder if I should post them here? ^^

I also want to post on another her too.
u know, the person who gave me bday present. x)
talking bout it..
I thought it was compulsory for us to go back to college to collect our AUSMAT results on my bday (30th Dec xP).
so, I was really surprised when she gave me the present.
1) I never expected myself to receive any gifts from her knowing that we just got really close only for last few months towards the end of AUSMAT course.
2) she remembered my bday. O.o
I remembered telling her my bday only once and it was before her bday. (1 Oct)
3), well.. she could give me the present on my bday.
so why give me the present so damn early?? (and wished me happy bday too O.O)
it's like 1 and a half month early. =.=
until few days before my bday.
I was told that there is no need for us to go back to college on that day. >.<
wow..
meaning she already aware that we will not be meeting each other anymore after Awards Night.
that's why she gave me the present in advance.
what a sweet and thoughtful girl she is. ^^
but anyway, I guess I won't blog so much about another her.
the reasons? u all can guess it.

back to her on the 1st paragraph. xD
Weng Hoe saw her in college today.
she was there with her gang (Sam, Marcus, that bastard Kit and her other friends) trying to sell their books.
me: well, is Marcus Tong and his gang there?
Weng Hoe: hmm.. yea I saw him.
me: haha I see. well u know la. when there's Marcus there're Samantha and Chun Kit. when there's Samantha there's Ee Tien! LOL~
Weng Hoe: eh.. quite true wei.. I think I saw all of them!
me: oh.. (wtf I was just joking!) so u saw Ee Tien la?
Weng Hoe: yea..
me: how was she doing? still looks the same?
Weng Hoe: (lol he must be thinking.. 'like hell I care ah!?') erm.. kinda..
me: did u see her holding any guys' hand?
Weng Hoe: hmm..
me: faster answer me laa..
Weng Hoe: I think she did hold..
me: har!? really ah!?? (T.T)
Weng Hoe: yea... her books.. xD
me: ceh.. phew~ (don't scare me la mahai)
LOL
I thanked goodness at the end of our MSN conversation.
hmm
I wonder if they will be there again tomorrow.
aiks
even so I doubt I will still go. -_-