Jap Horror

Today, as usual, I went to Japanese Class together with Ee Tien!! XD
I believed we will enjoy ourselves in the class like usual.
But.. today's lesson was a horror.
Our sensei asked us to try speaking jap in front of whole class. EACH of us mannnn!!
When comes to my turn.. OMG.
I was too panicked. I suddenly couldn't remember all of the lessons I've learnt for last 3 weeks.
I paused for a while.... a while... and a while again.
After 1 minute.
me: Hajime...mashite... watashi..wa.. JEREMY desu.... *paused* Mareshia kara... kimashita.. *paused* dozo.... yoro..shiku... onegaishimasu..
And I was done.
The whole class was laughing after that.
My face was all gone man!! Malunya!!
Cis! Cis!
I had to comfort myself by giving all sorts of excuses. Damn it. (T_T )

Then another section, which is conversation in jap.
I was so blur.. I didnt even know how to answer my sensei's question. Totally forgotten how to answer.
FUCK.
I screwed it up again.
Imagine it yourself what happened after that incident. I'm too embarassed to talk about my embarassment. XD
Luckily.. got Ee Tien-san to comfort me
Ee Tien: haih.. nevermind la.. try harder next week lor.. HAHA. (haha? wtf?)

Well, ET's has a super duper hyper friend.
Her name is Lisa.
Trust me. She's really really hyper whenever I meet. Laugh non-stop+very loud somemore.
My sensei asked her,
sensei: hey Lisa-san, today you look very happy.. something good happened?
Lisa: huh? I everyday also happy wan.. haha.
sensei: wow.. that's good..

wow.. I wish I can be happy everyday! Just like Lisa-san! seriously..
I must try my best.. to be like her.. being so hyper everyday..
I must try my best.. really..
Time to screw anything/anyone who tries to ruin my will too.
Especially her. Urghh..