The End?

Kai Ling: Melody sometimes talked bout you. She told me.. she has NO feelings for you.
Me: No feelings at all?? Is it because she has feelings for other guys?
Kai Ling: Ermm.. she actually likes mature guys. I'm sorry to tell you that.
Me: Omgness.. I don't even have a single chance??
Kai Ling: I don't think so. I'm sorry.

For your info, Kai Ling is her current best friend.
So.. I feel like.. it's already the end for us.
But I'm not that upset. I'm still fine.
I just feel unfair. I feel I should deserve a little for all my efforts toward her.
I lost my mood to talk to her already. What to do.. mission fail already ma.
*sigh*
It's all over already. Like... finally.
I don't have to approach her ady.
I don't have to call or message her ady.
I don't have to crack my brain to think of something interesting to talk to her ady.
I don't have to comfort her when she's down ady.
I don't have to make her happy ady.
I'm so tired of this relationship. I don't wanna get hurt anymore.
*sigh*
It's time to begin a new life.
It's time for me to look for a new form happiness.
LIFE GOES ON~~!

Sejarah berulang lagi.
I'm beginning to hate her too. Just like how I hated Grace at that time.
But to get over a person you like/love, it's best to develop hatred towards her.
So.. at the moment.. to get over her.. I must hate her.
Don't blame me please.
I want to revenge too. I feel.. she does not deserve happiness at all for all of her selfish acts.
I want her to feel how I feel.. as well as her other victims.
And.. maybe Michelle can be my revenge tool.
I realised she still dislikes her.
I need to talk to her.
I feel like recruiting a group of Melody haters at the moment.. since she has so many enemies now.

Oh well, I have done releasing all my feelings. I feel a little better now.
I hope ET and XL can show me true happiness.
Not to forget Wen Leong, Chan Yip and Jo Vei too.
Aye.. forgotten bout my best girl buddy Puay Huang too. I old liao.. I wonder who reminded me on that. *coughs* *coughs*
I just need these people. They are more than enough for me.