Confused

*sigh*
Arsenal lost to Chelsea.
Yes, I know Chelsea is the obvious winner from the start. But I just can't believe Arsenal gave away two cheap goals just like that.
*sigh*
Oh well, Arsenal have to try harder. It's a young and inexperienced squad after all.
Gambatte Arsenal!! You all have my support!! Especially Fabianski!

Well.. I'm confused.
I think she's staying back for her moral exam. I feel like accompanying her.
I want to be with her one-on-one. I want to get her answer.
But at the same time, I'm scared I'll be hurt again.
Oh dear.. what should I do??
Or.. should I just ignore her and continue my revenge mission?
What if she realizes it? Will she dislike me?
Man.. I realized.. after I made my confession to her. They are no longer close like before.
Even He told me that. Also, few days ago I saw him wanting to hug her. But she just ignored him.
Maybe it's because I was there.
Well, maybe I'm sensitive actually.
I wonder.. since I treated her kinda cold since last Thursday.. will she go back to Him?

I feel like apologizing. Should I? Or she just deserve it?
I really don't know what to do now..