thank you everyone =)

it's unbelievable.
this blog.. is already 2 years old!
so Happy 2nd Year Anniversary! XD

this is my very first post:
Hey! It's my first time starting a blog. But it's not meant for public viewing. It's just a site for me to release all my stress and dissatisfaction. So, too all my friends.. please don't view this blog. U all will dislike me.
well, the purpose of my blog hasn't changed all the while.
I still talk about my dissatisfactions and worries here. LOL
good good. XD

there are.. just too many things to talk about. LOL
I think I will begin with my targets.
honestly, the main reason for starting this blog is them.
I think this is the best place to talk about them.
only qualified readers (lol) are allowed to read.
as for the progress..
1st: lost contact long long ago. lol
2nd: lost contact too. lol
3rd: hi-bye once in a while. never really talk to her. lol
4th: best progress among all. =D at least we are still friends now after all the problems =)

hey what about her?
err
everything is still going well now =)
even though we no longer contact each other as much as during the holidays.
I guess she's waiting for me to make the move this time. lol
well, I'm still trying to decode the mystery. ==
*sighs*
if only she's studying in the same uni as me. =(
I really want to know more about her.

next is.. my friendship in uni.
honestly this is only issue that made me unhappy. >.<
hmm
this semester made me realized the difference between close friends and friends.
I thought I was able to survive this course since I know so many people.
however, when comes to grouping.
I wasn't wanted by anyone. T.T
it's not that they dislike me but they already have their groups.
*sighs*
I have a feeling.. Chee Chian is going to be my best friend. lolol?
oh well.. I really appreciate Wen Leong, Marcus and Jo now.
I really hate it when I have to decide who to join during lecture. >:(
I have no idea what my life would be in next 2 years+ if this issue goes on.

alright I'm going to end this blog with something about myself.
I noticed I didn't really talk about myself for past 2 years. LOL
anyway, one of the problem about me now.. is my weight.
many people are beginning to complain that I'm getting very thin.
WTF
do I look that bad? O.o
many people didn't realized how big sized I was last time. LOL
I was so determined to lose weight then.
now, I'm told to gain more weight. =.=
WTF
oh well, maybe I'm anorexic? ><
I will try to buff up k? XD

next, my dark side.
somehow it's getting out of control now.
I really hope to be able to get over this horny side of me. =(
it's really distracting.
sadly, my hormones disagree with me. lol
hopefully readers will pray for me to get well soon. =)

lastly, my character and attitude.
last semester had made me realized how unhappy and emotional I am as a person.
in addition, I was quite antisocial too. =(
it's really not good.
oh well, I'm a sensitive and shy person by nature.
moreover, I have high expectations. =(
*sighs*
well, at least I realized all these.
there could be more. I don't know. =/
now I'm really determined to change.
I don't know how long will I be able to last
but I'm trying really really hard. >.<
it's not only for others but for myself. =P

initially.. there were 3 readers. =D (Joanne, Puay Huang and Chee Meng)
then, after a year, they were all replaced by 3 new readers. (Min Min, Shun Hong and Weng Hoe) LOL
lately.. fourth has become a reader. XD
anyway, the loyal ones are Weng Hoe and Shun Hong.
wow in total, there are 7 readers!
not bad.
well, to all my readers and ex-readers,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
yes I know.. this blog is really boring.
it's either a daily report, something about my targets or complains. LOL
thank you for bearing with all these stuffs.
I really appreciate it.

I guess that is all about it.
this blog is now officially INACTIVE! X)
to those who bothered,
no worries.
I will still blog whenever I have the mood. =D

once again.. thank you for reading. =)
bye bye bye~