3/3/2011

9-10am:
I had my first lecture.
before it began,
I saw Zi Wei was sitting alone.
I felt a little guilty seeing her situation.
then those three girls came in.
surprisingly, they didn't sit with her. O.o
so, Zi Wei had to join them instead.
*sighs*
she looked pitiful. =(

10-12pm:
I had two hours of break.
me and my new group were wandering around uni.
we went to ITS. (Info Tech Service)
at the entrance,
I saw Zi Wei with her new group.
OMG
it was very awkward at that time.
for your info, her group doesn't consist of only those 3 girls.
there are many many more people. (like about 9-10)
many people from her group were looking at us
as if I was the one who left her. >.<

then we went to library,
oh I saw fourth! X)
I wanted to greet her.
however she looked busy discussing something. O.o
hmm
ah never mind.. lol
then we went to Building 2 to settle some stuffs.

after that, they wanted to go back to library. O.O
over there, my friend wanted to sit somewhere very close to fourth. O_____O
fine
this time must greet her. ;D
just when I was about to do so.
her friends came. (like ALL) =.=
so yea.. same disturbing scene happened as usual.
......
shits
must... move on... >.<
I purposely didn't sit facing them.
better avoid seeing it any further
otherwise... lol

12-2pm:
had Thermodynamics lecture followed by Adv. Maths lecture.
after lecture, I was supposed to meet Marcus and Jo.
I called Zi Wei to join along.
well, she refused to join O.o
as she was going to play badminton with her new group.
wow
fine
maybe she really wanted to join them. =/
I no longer need to feel guilty. =)

that's about it for today

my thoughts:
*sighs*
now I have a feeling that Zi Wei's new group of friends
are thinking I'm a prick for leaving her.
I can tell by their looks when we bumped into each other. >.<
ah.. oh well..
must keep on moving. =(
hopefully they know what actually happened.

another thing..
I'm beginning to feel lonely. >.<
I realized I don't have a proper group to be with now. ==
when I'm with Wei Xiong and his friends,
hmm
somehow there's still a gap between us.
oh well, can't blame them, they ber-mandarin-mandarin-an among themselves.
anyway, I'm still new to their group.
it takes time to bond. lol

finding a new group of friends is harder than I thought.
shits

bye bye bye~