today

since today I will be away from home for the whole day,
I will post this in advance.

OMG.
I'm scared.
tonight my finals result will be released.
actually the release date is on the 3rd of December
but usually on the night before the results will be released already.
well, I can't imagine how disappointed will I be
when I see my ENG1060 result.
as for other units,
what if the results are not as good as expected?
if the exam script shows Distinction or lower grade for every unit
O.O
I seriously don't know how to react.
I think my heart will stop beating
due to extreme disappointment. =(

if the finals result is really disappointing.
what should I do?
accept it and try harder?
man.. it's very difficult.
I have to bear this disappointment for another six months
and at the same time envying other people's result. >.<
*sighs*
I really hope I can do well for this finals.
hopefully my luck is good when I receive my result. =)