2/7/2010

yesterday when I woke up,
I had a sudden change in mind.
I felt I should not converse so much with Joon Leng.
had I forgotten that she already has a bf?
so I felt that there is no point of going after something that will never reciprocates.
it happened to me once.
and I didn't want the history to repeat again.
what I did was ending our PM conversation with a bye.
don't misunderstand us.
she talks to everybody through PM.
because she thinks Facebook chat lags a lot. =.=
also, I told her to remove me from her BFF list.
hopefully she didn't misunderstand my intention.
it is not that I want to be more than her best friend but I feel really weird to be in that list.
I will get a lot of people's attention. >.<

oh well.. I think that is the best way.
if we continue to keep in touch
she may continue to say/do something that might misunderstand me. XD
and who knows that misunderstanding will really make me to have crush on her. O.o
that is not going to be good. :S
so I better avoid her for the moment.

well, I can't believe she has so much time to talk with me.
it is not that I don't like to talk to her
but she might as well spend those time to chat with her bf or her good friends right.
I'm a very boring person to converse with.

now her birthday gift?
hmmm
it isn't easy to make from what I can see.
I don't know is it worthy enough to make for her.
unless she is someone really special.
like another her. =P
I have to keep thinking about it.
*sighs*