18/7/2010

this I went to play basketball alone
sadly only uncle Leong came.
we practised a while until a boy came.
he's very tall
and he is very good in basketball.
I played with him before.
I thought he only takes advantage of his height in the game
and nothing else.
in other words.. he isn't good in basketball. xD
but today he proved me wrong.
he was excellent with his long range shots.
there was once he scored 5 shots in a row. O.O
moreover he challenged uncle Leong for long range shots.
uncle Leong won but it was a close contest.
I was so intimidated by those two pros. T.T
well he got my respect.
but one thing bad about him.
he is very proud of his skills
because he teased my shooting technique. =.=
when I attempted a long range shot and scored.
he said, "haha you are lucky! out of so many shots you only scored one!"
=.=
he was right but I still didn't like to hear that.
well, then he taught me the 'correct' shooting technique.
at least it wasn't a bad ending in the end.
before he left I asked him for his age.
he is only 15 years old. O.o
after everyone left,
I went to practise long range shots instead of dribbling and near range shot. xD
thanks to two of them. :S
man.. I can't wait till next Saturday for the game. >.<

anyway, tomorrow my semester begins.
I'm nervous.
I'm meeting back my university friends.
Marcus, Jo, Jeremy, Teck Keat, Wei Xiong and other hi-bye uni friends. =)
not forgetting Zi Wei.. =.=
also.. I know I will meet her again.
I don't know if it is a good thing or not.
I'm worried I will have mixed emotions when I see her. >.<
well everything will be alright I guess..

another worrisome problem.
the subjects for semester 2 are
1)Electrical and Computer Systems
2)Computing for Engineers
3)Engineering Structures (dealing with buildings, bridges etc)
4)Chemistry
out of the four subjects,
I'm only looking forward to the 4th one.
because I'm computer illiterate
and Structures was my weakest chapter for AUSMAT Physics last year.
my mentor told me E&CS is tough. O.o
and worst of all
my friends who took Chemistry for semester 1 wished me good luck when I told them I'm taking Chemistry. O.O
they said they had a hectic life with Chemistry.
oh my goodness..

lastly, my future teammates.
I know I will never be in the same team as Wen Leong
as we have different timetable.
I hope I will get smart teammates
so that I will able to slack! xD
alright if they are just averagely smart but they must be hardworking.
oh man I demand a lot right? hahaha
also my future classmates
looks like I'm going to be alone for every tutorial classes and laboratories.
hopefully I can make new friends.
as in.. really FRIENDS.
not hi-bye friends.
not friends who forget who you are on the following day. (these are not friends by the way!)

*sighs*
I'm getting really worried.
semester 2 is obviously going to be tougher than semester 1.
will I be able to survive??
I have many goals in my mind.
they are:
1) being able to contribute to the team
2) stop being lazy
3) not getting distracted by girls anymore (this is hard)
4) getting a life (this is harder)
5) stop my dark activity (this is hardest)
6) stop cursing people whom I dislike (this is optional)
wow.. many goals there are.
I hope I can achieve them.

alright.. my journey as a lone dependent warrior will begin tomorrow.
semester 2, here I come. =)
bye bye bye~