10/7/2010

my blog has been dead for 5 days.
I'm sorry readers.
blame laziness alright. hahaha

anyway, today as usual I played basketball with my friends.
surprising many of them turned up.
there were seven of us. O.O
however, those two eyesores didn't come.
one didn't come just because he was attending his sister's parents day. WTF
and another one.. absent for unknown reasons. =.=
good or else there will be blood pouring on the court. xD

well, frankly speaking.
we had great games.
Kah Hee was amazing.
despite not playing for so long
he still outshone everyone of us.
but I wasn't happy in the end.
because whoever who teamed with Kah Hee won the match.
it was like they(including me) had to depend on Kah Hee to win games.
I hope this will come to an end.
and.. for the first time
I was disappointed with one person.
he wasn't active until we played the last match
why last match?
because he was pressured by me to win the match.
even though we still lost the game. damn

I really don't know what has changed his mind.
from the first time we played basketball
I respected him so much
because he was very hardworking
he always dribbled in and attempted near range shots.
also we could depend on him to take rebound too
and recently.. he only focused on long range shots.
he hardly dribbled in.
sometimes I felt I worked even harder than him. O.o
moreover, he no longer marked his opponents.
back then we could combine well.
because I focused on long range shots
while he focused on near range shots.
he always took rebound of my off target shots and scored.
while I constantly supported him from the outside. (of the court ring if you don't get me =P)
that was how we win games.
now it is totally the opposite.
he attempts long range shots and I have to take rebound.
knowing my height it is very difficult for me to do so. =.=
even Kah Hee also noticed the change in his attitude.
today I was in the same team as him for 2 matches
I put so much faith in him hoping that he will work hard like before.
he failed me again. =(
I felt like telling him off to work hard
but I knew I didn't have the right to do so.
because I didn't play that well
and he has his freedom to change his attitude
*sighs*
at least I tried my best to improve and play well

oh well, I don't even know why am I bitching about this.
maybe it's because I no longer want to be a loser.
since that 'crazy' incident
I have the desire to play well in basketball and help my team to win games.
it is an achievement.
it could make me think less of her I think.
that's why I'm practising hard for basketball despite knowing the fact that I'm not talented in this game.
not to mention my height is a disadvantage for this game too. =.=
hard work is important
but teamwork is also equally important.
that's why I need his help.

hey, you.
I hope you are not offended if you happen to read this.
I hope your gaming spirit will be back soon. =)

bye bye bye~