yesterday

yesterday was really a bad day.
something really bad happened.
I couldn't believe it.
and it had been 3 years since it happened.
it's too embarrassing to post it here. =(
it takes time to get over it.
I wonder how long I should wait.
I just hope it won't happen again.
sigh~
sometimes I wonder why am I having a life like this?
ahh.. f*ck my life.