email?

for past 2 days I kept thinking of that incident happened on Saturday.
I felt I had been cheated.
OMG.
if I could think rationally at that time, then it wouldn't have happened and haunted me till today.
well~ it's already over.
I'm just annoyed by it because I feel it didn't happened for the right reason.
I swear it will not happen again.
I will try not to be soft-hearted anymore whenever that incident comes again.

anyway, holiday started already since last Saturday.
as usual, I have been lazing for past 3 days.
at least I finished all the homework. haha
and I did a bit of reading for Physics for yesterday.
it's a good start I think.

well, last week I wanted to talk to her.
by msn or by calling.
not about asking bout who she walked with last Friday.
but how she is doing so far.
but she went back to her hometown for Cheng Beng.
for few days some more.
she will be back some day this week.
aye.. I really had a lot of things to share with her last week.
now I have forgotten most of it.
it won't be fun chatting with her anymore. =(
at that time, she told me to write all the stuffs in email and mail it to her so she can slowly read it.
=.=
email? is she serious??
it looks very weird to me.
I think she suggested it because she is very busy with her workload.
but imagine that we are going to communicate through email from now onwards.
what the heck?

also, she knew the presence of my blog already.
just that she doesn't know the link.
I think I told her about it last year.
she actually requested the link for my blog.
OMG
I can give the link to anyone.
but not her and other 3 girls.
I can't imagine what will happen if she gets the access to my blog.
will we even be friends after that?
but it's also a good thing.
it's somehow an indirect confession to her.
I wonder if I should provide her the link.
probably I will.. when the time is right.
so now.. someone please tell me how to privatize a post? XD

that's it.
bye bye bye~