in case you are interested,
last Thursday, I went to uni for project discussion with Wen Leong.
we thought we could finished the discussion in 2 hours time.
however, it took extra 3 hours.
because our prototype crushed.
it is made of newspaper after all. =(
that's why we had to build it back again.
after finished building it.
we rewarded ourselves by going to Sunway Pyramid for lunch.
we had lunch in Carl's Junior. =)
then we walked around for a while before we went home together by bus.
oh gosh it was just both of us for the whole morning and day.
I feel so..
never mind... XD
yesterday,
since many things happened to me lately,
I have made decided to go for a haircut.
some sort of starting a new life? I don't know =P
so I went to Cineleisure. (what is it called now?)
got my haircut done and walked around for a while.
then at night, we had lunch at Kopitiam Mama.
food served were okay but portions were way too small. =.=
I thought we could go home early so that I could start studying.
however, sister surprising ate like a girl at that time. ==
so, we went home late later than expected
I only managed to start my study at 9!
so in the end it wasn't a productive day.
not a good start to my new life. =(
that's all.
what do I mean by a new life?
anyway, lately I have been quite upset with our progress.
she's not interested to talk to me anymore.
whenever I talked to her,
she either replied a little, replied late or not replying at all.
I know I can't blame her.
she's been busy with her assignments and workload.
of course she is stressed out.
*sighs*
if this continues,
it's not going to do good for my studies.
actually, these feelings (upset, jealousy etc) shouldn't have happened in uni.
*sighs*
if only she's studying some where else. =(
so, I think it's time to..
give up on her for the moment?
for my studies sake, I have to.
so.. the first phase of new life has begun.
the second phase..
it will begin after I make my confession to her.
just confess my feelings to her..
and if possible I will ask her questions to clear my doubts. (like.. bf with lai surname?)
I don't think I will expect any answers from her.
it's seriously the time to put an end to this relationship.
because it's hurtful and it's intimidating. =(
meanwhile.. I think I will try to avoid myself from seeing her.
in case I see her walking with a guy again.. >.<
oh well, I hope I don't have to wait long for the second phase to come.
bye bye bye
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