message

I saw Ee Tien twice today. =D
first time was during our lunch break.
I greeted her of course.
but I didn't talk to her because I wasn't well.
otherwise I may do something to her which is beyond my control. XD

during second time about 5pm.
I saw her in library.
again upon seeing her, my heart was beating fast again. XD
I approached her and talked to her.
hmm
though conversation was mostly about studies, =.=
but better than nothing to talk about at all right?
so.. after chatting with her and accompanied her to some places,
I finally passed her the flower. =)
it was supposed to be a key chain but I just had no idea how to insert the chain into the flower.
so, just a laminated craft work in the end.
well, her reaction?
Ee Tien: *smiles* aiyoo lavender flower again? plus this I got 3 ady leh!
me: huh? got so many meh? haha

after that when I got back to library,
I sent her a message.
and the following sms conversation:
me: the message behind the flower.. is a message from last year's Jeremy. =)
Ee Tien: =) no prob..
I was really curious whether she could read the message and understand it so
me: btw, do you know what the message means?
Ee Tien: Lol. I think so. Forget Japanese d. Roughly I think I know the meaning if I'm not mistaken.
I didn't know she really knew the meaning or not so
me: if u roughly know the meaning then good lo~ I wanted to tell u about this during last day of Ausmat. anyway, it's ady the past. =) k la. see you. all the best.
Ee Tien: O.. Haha.. Okay.. =) all the best to you too! See ya in uni. *winks*

I hope she really gets the correct meaning of the message.
I can't believe I lied to her that it's already the past. =(
because I'm afraid the next time we meet again it will be awkward.
anyway, I sort of let her know my feelings already.
I feel much better now.
even though I didn't tell her directly.
I wonder the next time we meet..
what the situation would be?
she will talk to me as if my message never existed?
or.. she will just greet me and run away? (LOL)
or.. she will show me some unusual reactions?
haha I know I'm thinking too much.
I better prepare myself for the worst.
I also better not forget the promise I made for myself. =)

bye bye bye~