22/3/10

before I report what happened today,
I wanna talk about something.
I found out why I was emotional on last Friday.
not because she ignored the message
but rather my fucked up attitude during lunch time.
it's not that they don't want to talk to me,
but I was so moody at that time till they stayed away from me.
oh man.. I couldn't believed what I have done. >.<
then I immediately apologized to her.
she said it was okay.
meaning.. indeed there was a problem with my attitude.
later, we had an okay conversation.
not bad. =)
well, actually I shouldn't be upset if she really ignores the message.
since I already told her it's the past.
ahh.. how irrational was I. =.=
anyway, sometimes I do think of letting her know my feelings towards her.
I feel like telling her from how I began to like her till the promise made.
wow
it's a very crazy move.
but, it could be the catalyst to my new life. O.o
hmm.. it's all about timing.
when the time is right, I will tell her the 'story'.
hey.. this 'story' term sounds familiar.
oh! I remember!
I was planning to let her know that during last day of Ausmat! =.=
alright that's about it.

hmm
this morning we had lab session for Physics.
we did test-run for our project.
well, our vehicle did managed to travel to as far as 6 meters.
it was good.
although our distance got outclassed by many other groups.
the best record was 8.5 meters! O.O
oh well, it was already over.
next was oral presentation.
we were supposed to present the purpose of the design of our vehicle using Physics principle.
it wasn't really easy.
but we did tried our best to do our presentation.
I felt I was the worst presenter in the group.
I wasn't calm at all!
my face was red the whole time. =.=
till some of the group members giggled at me. T.T

after that, lunch break.
nothing much.
unless you even want me to post on what food we ate. XD

then Dynamics and PSA lectures.
as usual.. feeling sleepy in the lecture theater. X)
after lectures,
me and Wen Leong worked on our Dynamics lab report.
it's been a while since we wrote lab reports.
we couldn't even start at the beginning. haha
aim, objective, hypothesis, variables, procedures, apparatus etc etc.
damn it I have to refer back my form4/5 science books for reference. -.-
when we were done, it was raining heavily.
I thought becoming a hero by providing umbrella to Ee Tien. XD
but.. she left early. =.=
damn.
fine.
ok.. that's all for today.

bye bye bye~