tha chosen path

well, we have finally finished our Case Study 2.
now we left with Case Study 3 and Physics lab 5.
after that, it's time to study. =)
our finals is coming in 20 days. >.<
we have to keep working hard.
*sighs*
it's never ending.

anyway..
after 2 weeks since that day.
we finally saw each other.
*sighs*
that's why I never like to go to library at noon.
somehow I will see her there at that time. >.<
hmm
we bumped into each other in front of elevator.
she waved hi at me.
and.. I just pretended I couldn't see her.
she just walked off.
I'm sure she knew I was pretending.
I hope she understands the reason behind my action.

well, looks like I have chosen this path.
it's a sinful path I know.
because I have experienced it before.
but for my future's sake..
it should be the right path. =(
anyway, the time when full recovery is achieved hasn't arrived yet.
when it arrives.. this path will come to an end.
I wonder how will it take?

*sighs*
I'm beginning to think a lot again.
it's not like she cares about right?
to lose a friend out of the hundreds of friends she have..
it makes no difference right?

bye bye bye....