conversation

I had a conversation with Ee Tien yesterday.
she was wondering whether she had made the right decision to study FS&T course.
after talking about it for a while,
Ee Tien: anyway.. I'm not anyone's wife yet. maybe nobody wants me and I will be a LOU GU PO
me: haha. don't say till liddat. YOU HAVE A BF RIGHT? NO??
suddenly I took that opportunity to ask her that question and I was really hoping that her answer will be a NO.
Ee Tien: bf ah.. used to have la.
what?
me: rly ah.. high school friend?
Ee Tien: yea..
me: ok I see.
Ee Tien: haih.. history ady la.
me: haha.. yea and look forward to ur future pls.

sigh~
I know I should be a little happy.
she's single now. (u can tell from the conversation)
but.. somehow I was upset instead.
I know I shouldn't because that is her ex-bf.
their relationship is already over.
maybe it was because I thought I could be her first love. =(
ahh.. silly me.
she's good looking, smart and has good personality.
definitely there are many people courted her before
so it's not a surprise if someone managed to win her heart right?
sigh~
I wonder how she has experienced from her first relationship. =(

okay I know I shouldn't be thinking so much bout this.
otherwise the post about 'the promise' will be meaningless.
I know that sometimes things may not go according to the way we wanted.
this is life.
I will get over it. =)