goals

I lost the mood to blog ady.
but I'll just blog for this time since I couldn't sleep now.
why?
well, u all can guess it.
Arsenal lost to Chelsea. a very very humiliating defeat.
it's expected, but I was still disappointed in the end. =(
zzz
I just have to wish Arsenal good luck+all the best for their future games.
also, I will pray hard so that Arsene Wenger will buy new players. XD

k la.. anyway..
I will not blog about what happened during awards night.
I don't feel like repeating the sad part of that event.
I think I already told some of u ady. so no point repeating right? ^^
well what about the happy part?
hmm.. I'll summarize it.
1) I took pics with all my friends. (as u can see in my Facebook)
2) I took pics with ET and JL. (u ady know what's my main objective to attend awards night)
3) I received an unexpected bday gift from JL.
4) I gave JL a goodbye hug. (she hugging skill is obviously not as pro as u-know-who XD)
5) I totally loved the bday card from JL
so that's about it for the happy part.
it may not be a big deal but it meant a lot for me.
I can't believe in the end JL was the one who made me happy.
thank you Joon Leng. ^^ I will miss u.

and as stated above, yes I have created a FB acc.
of course I added ET.
well, I sort of realized why I kinda failed in our relationship after 'stalking' her profile.
wait.. it should be.. I finally realized that I'm so passive in social life.
ET had gone for many outings with her frens especially with bad guy and his frens.
no wonder they were so close.
well, it's not only her. there are others too. (u-know-who for example)
as for me, oh dear I'm a homebound person. -.-
maybe the reason why she disliked me is bcos I'm passive and not sociable.
I remember there was once she told me, "everyday u stay in library to study.. haih.. so lifeless" (in joking manner duh)
oh well, I understand. I won't blame her for anything la.
afterall no gals like a lifeless guy. =(
I guess next year I better learn to go for more outings as well as to join in my frens' conversations.
once I got used to them, then only I start to tackle girls. ^^

and.. if some of u seen my current self ady u'll realise how weight I've gained compared to earlier of this year.
looking at my current physical appearance, OMG.
mana-mana pun lemak punya.
so.. yes it's time for workout. ^^

lastly.. I've been working hard on this for years ady but it never worked out.
which is to improve my English!
sigh.. it's a shame u know.
I speak English the whole time. yes WHOLE TIME and my English still sucks.
I hope one day my English will be as good as..
hmm..
Qi Heng? man I really admire his English.
because.. he read a lot of storybook?
shit I think I better reading now! LOL

oh yea.. I'm starting my work tomorrow.
haih.. so fast today is my last day of break ady.
I hope nothing goes wrong with my work.
many ppl said data entry is simple. is it true??
maybe it's true for them but not me.
because.. my Microsoft Excel's knowledge sucks leh.
LOL I don't even know why I chose this job.
hold on.. my dad is the who got this job for me! @.@
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anyway, somehow working part-time is good la.
got money k! XD
and also experience which is what I really want.
hehe. once got salary, what should I get?
hmm..
at the moment.. I'm craving for a good camera for myself. ^^
It will be very useful if I wanna take pics with my future Uni frens. ^^
also.. got money ady, it's easier to get involved in relationship too right? hehe

so.. my goals for next year.
1) be more sociable
2) get fit
3) improve my English
4) be wealthy XD
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I wonder how long will it takes to achieve those goals.
I'll try my best. X)
once I get them achieved, yes my confidence will be back.
and next is.. I'll start chasing ET again? ^^