Lessons

today is my last day of my holidays.
it makes no difference actually.
I still go to college!
OMGWTF Wah Heng, are you crazy!??
WTF are you gonna do there man!?? study!!!?????
well yea.. I need to work hard u know.
I flunked my Mock exam. despite studying so hard for it.
I tried my best ady though. I have no regrets except for Calculus. SIGH..

after Calculus exam, I realized something.
for past 2 months, I stayed back in library till 9pm EVERYDAY to study.
I expected myself to do well in every topical test as well as mock exam.
well, I did do well for topical tests but only for 2 subjects. PHYSICS and CHEMISTRY.
all the while I studied hard for these 2 subjects only.
I had totally ignored the maths subject.
Maybe it's because I thought I was good enough already in maths subject that's why I thought I dun have to work hard for them. I took them for granted.
now, I have paid the price for having such thoughts.
I have to work harder for my maths subject now. =(

beginning tomorrow, I have about.. less than 2 months to be with my friends.
Shun Hong, Chung Ee, Jo-Vei, Chan Yip and my form 5 gangsters.
Not many friends right? LOL
at least they are willing to spend their times to be with me la. (studying, lunch etc)
I really appreciate it lo.
and.. the gals!
Joon Leng and Ee Tien. (ya la.. I know only left 2 gals la XD)
sohai la u Wah Heng, Joon Leng is not available! and Ee Tien.. I think she doesn't like u lo!
I know.. but at least they make me smile. =)
har!? Ee Tien got make u smile meh??
ceh.. she smiles at me then I smile.. good enough la diu.

since I can see Ee Tien for about less than 2 months only.
I made a bookmark for her.
a lavender bookmark. =)
why lavender?
cos she likes lavender lo.
the bookmark.. hmm..
it's nice in my opinion. LOL
I spent approximately 2 hours admiring it. XD
shall post the pictures of it soon. ^^
but.. I don't know whether I should give it to her or not.
I scared same incident will happen again leh when 5-6 months ago I passed Melody the bookmark I made for her, she just accepted it and walked off without saying thank you. (arghhh FUCK YOU bitch!)
well, it's ady made. might as well pass it to her right? haha
I wonder how her feelings will be after receiving the lavender bookmark.
will she 'lum' me? :p
saya memang pandai bermimpi man..

ah, no more time to blog ady. it's time for my breakfast. ^^
hopefully I have the mood to post again.