that's the date I THINK is Ee Tien's birthday. (LOL)
after a long long time, I have decided to get her a bottle of lucky stars.
of course, I'm gonna fold the lucky stars myself.
I shall post a pic of it in future.
I feel like making a bookmark for her too, just like the one I made for Melody.
I wonder if I should make it? I need comments man.
well, coming to Melody,
I saw her with Yoong Liung again. Around 8pm too.
somehow, I feel a little unhappy.
I thought a lot after that. Why was I unhappy? since I don't really like her.
I think I come up with 2 reasons.
firstly, maybe I compared me and Melody's relationship with their relationship.
last time I put a lot of efforts to make her happy, and our relationship lost to theirs even though he didnt put lots of efforts to make happy.
and now.. they are still as close as ever..
I'm just a little disappointed. Melody never have a single feeling for me.
secondly, maybe the reason they stayed back till so late is because he is ready to fetch her back home anytime. Since he can drive now and he has his own car. Fucking rich man's kid. I wish I have a car of my own u know. Auto car summore.
Well, he has what it takes to be a bf. In other words, he is a bf material person la.
I think of myself and FUCK, I'm not a bf material person. I'm capable of doing what a bf should do to please his gf.
example? drive gf to anywhere, taking gf for lunch/dinner/ complex etc, always make gf happy/ always teman gf and many many more.
I'm just not ready for those kind of commitment. Maybe teman gf and make gf happy possible but not others.
like Yoong Liung, he can drive Melody or any other girls to anymore. That's good.
as for me, oh damn... it's sad...
this is why till now.. I'm not even thinking of having Ee Tien as my gf. I'm not a bf material person.
If I ever have a gf, I think she'll suffer lo.
Oh well, maybe I'll change if that time ever comes?
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