19-10-10

hey readers.. how are you guys?
I'm doing fine. =)
this blog has been dead for more than month already.
there were many things happened to me for that duration.
like..
Hui Wen, my ENG1030 practical exam, my CHM1011 lab partner.. etc
I wanted to blog all of them.
but I was just too lazy. =P
anyway, since today is another special day.
I have the mood to post this up.
you guys are lucky.. hehehe

okay.. here comes the introduction. LOL
this week is week 13 of my semester.
it is the last week already.
after this week, I will have break until my final exam.
which means..
I won't be able to see her anymore for this year if I don't meet up with her this week. >.<
thank goodness she agreed to meet me for today.
maybe it was because I sounded too pitiful when I asked to meet up with her. XD
anyway, she only had 10 minutes to spend with me.

so.. met up with her and talked a little.
until when we left Building 3..
I requested to her to spend more time with me. ><
and.. next was..
I apologized to her.
she was shocked to hear that.
her response was, 'huh?? you got do anything bad to me meh??'
=.=
I knew she was going to say that knowing her ignorance.
so I stated a few reasons for my apology.
she sort of accepted it in the end.
actually, she didn't know I did so many bad things to her.
I should had kept quiet instead. XD

there was still some time left.
I talked to her about that day.
I told her I had came up with good reasons for my failure.
I really wanted to talk to her about it
but it would make her feel uncomfortable.
so I told her I will write everything on this blog
and I will let her read it someday.
well, we will have a new reader. =)

here comes the climax..
she really wanted to leave and join her friends already
but I still wanted to spend one last moment with her.
so I dragged her to one corner
and asked her for a hug. O.O
she agreed. WOW (she's so open-minded ==)
then, obviously we hugged.
I felt sooooo good. XD
my dark side almost came out.
*sighs*
I wish I could hug her longer. XP
anyway.. main objective completed.

in the end I accompanied her to the cafeteria.
saw that bastard too. >.<
the meeting ended with us saying goodbye to each other.
I guess the next time I see her will be next year. =(
more than 3 months man. OMG
I have to admit I will miss her.
she's still a cute and attractive girl right?
because of that my dark side will miss her even more. XD
oh well, if I don't have low self-esteem,
I can always ask her out. hehe
*sighs*
I'm still a shy person no matter what.

erm.. I guess no more updates until my last paper of final exam
which is on the 12th of November.
bye bye bye~