crazy

today is not a good day.
this morning I played basketball with my friends and uncles there.
oh my..
I played really badly.
almost all the chances given to me are wasted.
I couldn't even score when I'm so bloody near to the net.
and there was one moment I attempted a shot.
I tried net ball style.
you know.. trying to put the ball into the net without counting on the board.
I failed again.
everyone was laughing at me.
it was really really embarrassing.
I was so demoralized throughout the whole game.

and adding salt to my wound.
someone confronted me.
I shall not reveal that person's name.
because easily you all will find out who he is.
he asked if I'm angry at him since a month ago.
I just asked back, "what makes you think I'm angry at you?"
to be honest.
yes I am angry at him.
very angry indeed.
and it's shocking that he asked me that question.
isn't it obvious?
and how the hell he couldn't find out the reasons?
everybody knows it.
except for his friends.
which are my friends too.
err..
all of my friends are his friends huh..
oh never mind..

for the reasons?
firstly, I'm very annoyed by his weird attitudes.
like practising 'tai chi' in the middle of basketball game.
performing step-overs when he's having the basketball.
stoning at one isolated place after the game.
constantly believes that my basketball makes a contact with dog pee or poo when it goes out of the court.
and 'threatens' to slap me out of a sudden.
not weird enough huh?
maybe I can forgive him because these are the attitudes that make him him.
second reason.
it was for a test.
he was proud that he is going to take the test a week later than me.
he thought I was stupid to pick the exam date a week earlier.
and he said to me, "haha wish you good luck then"
moreover, there was once I told him off not to complain so much bout the test.
his responded with hitting me with my basketball. WTF
that attitude was fucked up.
oh goodness...
in the end the results?
justice answered it.
after a while after thinking rationally.
that's how he talks to people maybe.
I can forgive him again.

but this time for the third reason.
it happened during basketball.
I joked, "don't need to mark him he is not threatening xD"
I guess he heard that and took it seriously somehow. (or maybe he took all my words seriously)
then before we started the game.
he held the basketball and walked towards me
and next?
he threw the ball right at my chest at very close distance.
it was very painful.
it was completely unnecessary to throw that hard at such distance.
I believed it was intentional so I threw the ball back at him.
but I missed!
it happened not only once but twice.
for his second attempt.
I blocked it but the ball went out of court.
I calmly told him to pick it up.
because he's the one who started it right?
but he refused to do so.
he said, "why should I pick it up?"
what the...
I kept calm at that time because all of our friends were there.
I didn't want anything ugly to happen.
and to my surprise,
all our friends kept quiet on that incident.
it was shocking and upsetting.
anyway.. that was all about it.
I have tolerated enough.
I know I can't be friends with him anymore.
of all people he chose to piss me off.

and okay this morning I didn't mind him coming.
what I did was just trying to stay away from him.
otherwise I would take my revenge
but in the end
he got emotional and went home early.
=.=
I seriously think there's something wrong with him.

I'm typing these out just in case in the future you all wonder what had happened between us.
maybe you all think I'm childish and pathetic.
but if you all were in my shoes.
you all will understand how I feel.
so after reading this post I hope you all will have no surprises if you all see something unusual is going between us. =)
by the way, the title above is obviously referring to him.

that is all for today.
I will be active on blogging again.
bye bye bye...