Happy?

Today, is one of my biggest day.
"WHY Kaiser?? Final exam??"
No!
It's because I'm giving Ee Tien the voodoo doll today!
*scared*

So, when we are finally one-on-one.
I passed her the gift.
As expected, she was shocked to receive it.
After explaining to her the reasons.
She agreed to accept it.
So, in the end, she was happy to receive the gift.
Maybe it's because she was impressed by the ribbon I made. LOL
(too bad I didnt snap a pic of the ribbon I made LOL. I'm sorry readers ^^)

But, somehow I was a little disappointed.
She was happy to receive the gift from me just as a friend.
Somehow, she wasnt really touched.
Maybe to her, I'm still her close friend or... just friend?
Well, I guess I'm thinking too much? Maybe she's really happy with my gift actually?
or... I demanded too much from our friendship?
oh well.. cant blame me, for past 2 weeks, we are really close.
I must control myself, in order for me not to get hurt anymore.
I must.... try to avoid myself from falling in love with you.
I seriously dont wanna get hurt anymore.

I remembered she said something after listening to my reasons,
Ee Tien: Aiyo.. like that also must get me a gift mehhh.
me: Aye, just a gift of appreciation ma. Nevermind la. Haha.
Ee Tien: If next time you like me, you will have to get me a very very big gift lo.
me: ehhh.. If that time comes only we talk about it la k?

I hope I didn't say something wrong. Because it's too soon to tell her,
me: what if I really like you because of those reasons?
XD
At least, an hour later, she texted me a sms stating that she was happy with the gift.
My mood got so so much better after that.